


Gregor's Best friend

by KiraLiven



Category: Underland Chronicles
Genre: Friendship, Hurt-Comfort
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2013-11-02
Updated: 2013-11-07
Packaged: 2013-11-25 08:20:30
Rating: K+
Chapters: 3
Words: 3,285
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9813759/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/5197074/KiraLiven
Summary: In which Gregor is told to write about his best friend, and he's caught in a dilemma. He has no friends in Virginia, barely any in the Overland, and many of his friends in the Underland are not people you write about for school. Three-shot





	1. Writing the essay

"Class," Ms. Chua said to her eighth-grade English class. "I want you to write about your best friend, and a memory of him or her that you have." A groan came from most of the students, but Ms. Chua ignored it.

"Now, I know that you are all thinking of how easy this is, how boring, and how you all did this in second grade. But I want you to be creative. Use descriptive words, narrate the story. Make it a memory you really cherish. Also, I want to be able to know your best friend really well. I don't want you to tell me his or her character, but I want to be able to know it after I read it, from the things he or she says, does, and I want to know what your best friend looks like."

Gregor listened to his teacher give the worst assignment she could ever have given her. Best friend? He didn't have one. Not anymore. Memory you cherish? He half wanted to forget everything that had happened in the Underland, half never wanted to forget a single detail. That is, if he were even to use someone from the Underland. He couldn't, though, because Ms. Chua couldn't know about it, and it had to be true. He supposed he could do a family member, one of his two friends back in New York, but they weren't really his best friends. None of them were.

Someone asked if they could do people they weren't friends with anymore.

"Yes. This can be someone you're no longer friends with, someone you used to know really well. You can change the names, if you want, so that I won't know who it is, but I'll be the only one to read it." Ms. Chua replied.

Someone else-Gregor didn't bother with names anymore-asked if it could be an animal. A few people snickered at this. "As long as they have a character." Ms. Chua answered.

Gregor knew who his would be. If only… He raised his hand. His teacher called on him, surprised he was even listening.

"Can we do… Like…" Gregor hesitated. If he asked this question, people might laugh and bully him. And Gregor might get mad. He still hadn't learned how to turn his rager instincts on and off, and he didn't quite know how it would end. But he had no one else to write about, so… "Can it be an imaginary friend?" Gregor blurted out.

As predicted, the class erupted into laughter. People asked why, taunted him. Other whispered to their friends about him being a loner. Some remarked about how 'typical' it was the the loser would ask that question. Gregor's sensitive ears, trained by echolocation, caught each whispered statement, and yet rang with the loud outburst.

By the time Ms. Chua managed to get her class relatively quiet, Gregor wanted to run. He wanted to kill everyone in the room, and then run out the school, grab as much money as he could, and find his way to New York. From there, he could find a way to the Underland. He wanted to take Boots and Lizzie, and even his parents, but he knew his mom would hate to go, and he couldn't just take everyone and disappear. They had lives. They were adjusting. They would be okay with time. Gregor would not.

Gregor barely even heard Ms. Chua's answer (which was a resigned yes) through the pounding of his head. He felt sick. His ears were ringing from the laughter of his classmates. His eyes hurt from the excess amount of sunlight. But, like every day before that one, he just grit his teeth and went on. He didn't go to the nurse. He didn't try to go home. He didn't bother his family. He kept his problems to himself.

That night, Gregor got started on his paper. He jotted down ideas, memories that he would be fine with writing. But he couldn't use them. There was too much violence in all the memories he had with him. All his memories of the Underland had an air of violence surrounding them.

His dad knocked on the door, poking his head in.

"Hey kiddo, what's up?" He asked, coming in completely. "Homework?" Gregor nodded mutely.

"I have to write a paper of a memory with my best friend." He informed his dad.

"Oh, that seems fun. Who're you doing? What memory?" His dad made is sound like there were so many people to choose from, so many memories to write about.

"Well, I asked if I could do an imaginary friend, so I'm gonna do Ares. That way she'll think I made him up." Telling his dad suddenly made it so much harder. Gregor hung his head. "But I don't know what memory."

"How about a memory of him happy? One that makes you happy, maybe?" His dad's voice had gone soft, as if he knew how much pain this subject brought Gregor.

"Ares was never happy. He was sad. He laughed at jokes, sure, but he was never really happy. He did what he had to do. He saved my life, saved Regalia, and yet was an outcast. And all my memories of him make me sad. Remind me…" Gregor's eyes filled with tears and he couldn't go on.

"Write that. Just write, first, deal with everything else second." His dad said quietly. "Gregor, let it out. It's okay to cry. You don't have to be strong anymore." He gathered Gregor up in his arms. It was a bit awkward, because Gregor was the same height as him, maybe even taller, but it was comforting at the same time. His dad wasn't there for him before, when he was still maturing, but he was here now, and that was enough. Enough to let Gregor finally cry, finally mourn for the death of his best friend.

Eventually, Gregor stepped out of his father's embrace, wiped away his tears, and started to write.

_Ares was my best friend_, He started. _He was the bravest person I ever knew. He was not only a great warrior, strong companion, but he managed to get up every day. I still marvel at how he could've even done it. I still wonder why he didn't just let me die. I brought him so much pain._

_The first time we met, I was thinking of how to get out of the Underland, how to escape Regalia. He was just one of the gigantic bats that could talk and that flew regular-sized humans around on his back. I didn't consider him a person. I considered him a pet._

_He was Henry's bond, then, but after our quest to King Gorger and Henry's betrayal, he turned on him. We both jumped off that cliff, Henry sure Ares would save him, me sure I was going to die. The opposite happened, and my survival and Henry's death meant Ares' exile, or even death. I saved his life by bonding with him. I still remember the words that we exchanged, whilst holding his claw in my hand. _

"_Ares the flier, I bond to you._

_Our life and death are one, we two._

_In dark, in flame, in war, in strife_

_I save you as I save my life."_

_He responded, saying those same words back to me, replacing the first line as 'Gregor the human, I bond to you.'_

_He held true to his oath. He saved my life countless times in our next quests, all the while still ridiculed and shunned for letting his previous bond die. He was a strong bat, bigger than most, as black as the Underland without light. Eventually, he was appreciated at least a bit, for his ability to pick up full-grown rats and drop them to his death. The only time he was appreciated since he met me._

_I tried to stay true to my oath. I saved his life, not as many times as he saved mine, but I tried. I went into certain death for the opportunity to save him, I gave him advice when he was escaping flesh-eating bugs. But the one time I was supposed to hold true to my promise, I failed._

_We were fighting the Bane, a huge (larger than most) white rat. The rat was sharp, quick, but unbalanced, as we had already cut off his tail. Bane was angry at us. Ares was wounded, one of his wings injured. But he could still fly, and we needed just one good shot. Then the Bane would be dead, and Regalia-hopefully-saved. There was also a large chance of us dying._

_We dove. We went for the kill, and only now do I realize that Ares had known, even as he attacked, that he wasn't going to make it. There was no way Ares could've gotten out of that maneuver unscathed. I hit Bane. The three of us went down._

_Ares was dying. He was lying beside me, and the look in his eyes told me he knew he was dying, he knew this was the end. He welcomed it. He welcomed the end to his exile, he welcomed the end to all his pains. He welcomed leaving the world where his only friends were two humans and two bats, and his constantly MIA bond. He welcomed death. I welcomed it too._

_It never crossed my mind that I was in better shape then Ares, that maybe I could be saved. Ares was dying, far past saving, and I thought I was too. I reached over, to grasp his claw. We recited our bond. We were ready to die._

_In the distance, in the dark, I saw two floating lights. I thought it was heaven. Sometimes I wish it was._

_When I woke up, I was in a hospital bed. Ares was long gone. The only things I have of him are my memories of our adventures together and his claw, gnawed off him because I refused to let it go. I still have it, and sometimes I imagine it were still attached to his wing, and we would be saying our oath. But then I wake up, hand grasped around his claw, and remember. I'll never see him again._

**Oh dear. This is sad. Kinda unrealistic, I'm not quite sure if Ares was Gregor's best friend in the Underland (I have a feeling it was probably a human) but I needed this. Might be OOC, sorry if it is… I don't know if I should continue this or not (or if I even could…) Review if you want me to continue :)**


	2. Reading the essay

Gregor's Best Friend Ch. 2

Ms. Chua put down the essay and pinched the bridge of her nose. _Gregor's an interesting kid._ She mused in her head. _Never thought he'd be one to imagine large whatever-they-were. Strange._

Reading the ending again, Ms. Chua frowned. Seemed to her that Gregor had a very emotional attachment to this imaginary friend. That couldn't be good. Maybe she should meet with him and his parents about it, or show it to the guidance counselor. Yes, that was it, she was going to inform his parents and talk to the guidance counselor about it.

She started writing to them. After the formal introduction and the explaining of his essay, Ms. Chua paused. She didn't want to suggest the need of a therapist, but…

_I am a bit worried about Gregor._ She wrote, _He does not participate much in class, and after reading this essay, I feel that it is because he cannot properly interact with the world around him. He might be too isolated, too much in his mind. I feel that perhaps someone should talk to him, make sure that these imaginary friends of his do not hinder his ability to make real friends._

She ended her letter with her name and signature. And then, she worked on writing her comments for the essay Gregor wrote.

Her pen had almost reached the paper when she made a split decision; she would talk to him face-to-face about it. Nodding in confirmation and agreement with herself, Ms. Chua put his essay to the side, and started correcting the rest.

Gregor was walking–gloomily as always–out of his English class when he heard his name being called. Ms. Chua beckoned him closer when he turned. Hesitantly, reluctantly, he moved closer to her.

"Gregor, I've read your essay–" Ms. Chua started. Gregor stiffened apprehensively. "I want to know if you're okay."

_What do you think?_ He thought venomously, but kept his mouth shut. He merely nodded.

"Alright. And I didn't put any comments, because I wanted to talk to you, one-on-one." Gregor suppressed his eye roll. "Now, this was well-written, very deep and personal, but I want you to remember, this was supposed to be a memory. I know you probably couldn't choose out of all the memories you had of him, but next time, try to do what the task says, okay? Then I can give you the grade your writing deserves." With a smile that obviously showed how pleased she was with herself, Ms. Chua patted him on the shoulder and turned away.

Gregor merely left. At least she hadn't talked to him about the 'imaginary friend.' That would've been a nightmare. He walked out of the room, glad to be rid of all this 'imaginary friend' and possible 'I think your son is delusional.'

And then his smile melted from his face as she called his name again.

"Gregor, please give this to your parents." She handed him a sealed envelope with his parent's names on them.

Uh oh.


	3. Sharing the essay

**Okay, this was supposed to already be written, but then I got tired and started spelling things wrong… and then school came into the picture… I realize that I haven't put many author's notes for this story, but I really do appreciate the reviews and all, and I'd love constructive criticism or if someone were to point out my mistakes. (There may be more and more, as I don't usually write until I'm really tired…)**

**Also, I don't know Gregor's last name and I don't know his dad's name either, so I'm trying to find a way around using them, sorry if it all sounds kinda awkward…**

**Anyway, here's the last chapter to this story. (I think.) I guess this could also tie to my other story, Moving On, which is like an older version of Gregor with pretty much the same problems. I just word it differently to make it seem unique. ;)**

Ch. 3

Gregor's parents sat stiffly in front of the teacher's desk, on the right. Gregor himself sat on the left. Ms. Chua sat behind the desk, where she could see all three of them. Lizzie and Boots/Margret sat at student's desks, boots playing a game and Lizzie doing a puzzle.

Ms. Chua had merely handed Gregor's parents the essay, asking them to read it. Currently, his father was looking sympathetically at Gregor, and his mom was frowning, reading and rereading certain parts. Ms. Chua cleared her throat, and she finally looked up.

"As you can see," Ms. Chua started, addressing the parents, "I am a bit worried about Gregor's emotional attachment to this imaginary creature."

"How do you know it's imaginary?" Gregor's dad asked, grinning at Gregor, winking at him.

"He asked me if he could write about an imaginary creature."

"Ah." Gregor's dad nodded, but Ms. Chua didn't really think he got it all. "Well Gregor, were you very emotionally attached to this 'imaginary friend?'" He asked.

"Why wouldn't I be? He saved my life countless times, died saving people who didn't even care about him." Gregor spoke as if the friend were real, as if he did save people who didn't even care about him.

"Yes, but I'm fearing how this emotional attachment might affect Gregor's ability to make friends and such." Ms. Chua interjected.

"I make friends fine." Gregor defended.

"Gregor, how many friends do you have?" His mom spoke for the first time since reading his essay. "Real, alive friends here, in Virginia."

"Three!" Gregor said without hesitation.

"Who?" His mom asked sternly.

"Uh… Travis and Conner, twins, and a girl named Lucy?" Gregor lied, asking instead of stating.

"Gregor, tell the truth."

"Lizzie, Boots, Dad." Gregor said sadly, looking down.

"Gregor, I want you to try and make friends." Gregor's mom leaned forward and took his hand. "Gregor, I want you to have fun here."

Clearly, this was a big problem in their family. Ms. Chua was suddenly scared she had poked at a touchy subject, a bomb that had just been sped up because of her. And now, she was going to be there when it exploded. She wracked her brain for a way to end this before something really bad happened. Like Gregor going postal.

"Mom, how can you expect me to make friends?" Gregor pulled his hand away from his mom. "I have friends, but you made me leave them all! If it were my choice, I'd never have left! If it were my choice, if Grandma wasn't ill and you weren't adamant about leaving, we would all still be there! We would live there and be happy!"

"Gregor, that place was not a place of happiness!"

"It was a place of happiness and beauty, hidden in darkness and bloodshed. But it was a wonderful place, mom. You just need to get used to it."

"Gregor, we will not have this talk right now."

"We'll never have this talk, mom! Because you try to avoid it all you can! But you can't deny the fact that no matter how hard you try, it will still be a part of our lives, still be remembered. Mom, Boots still remembers how to talk in crawler. Lizzie remembers every trick they tried when trying to break the Code of Claw. Dad's still weak. And I'm still haunted by the deaths. There will be no 'moving on,' no forgetting for us. So stop trying to erase it from our minds, because it won't work. Forbidding it won't mean it'll suddenly never have happened. Not talking about it doesn't mean we don't remember it.

"I don't have friends because I can't hold anyone else in my heart. Because I can't handle loving someone and having him or her taken away from me again. Because I've had enough of that to last me a lifetime."

"Gregor…" Both their eyes were misty. "I'm just trying to keep this family together." Grace whispered.

"And I'm telling you that it's not working." He whispered back. There was a moment of silence. Ms. Chua was afraid to talk.

Gregor's dad stood up.

"Well, I think it's time we get going." He announced. "Thank you for calling us here, Ms. Chua, and thank you for letting us see the essay. Gregor, for what it's worth, that was a well-written essay. But stick to science, will you?" He winked. "Girls, it's time to go!" He told Lizzie and Boots. They gathered their stuff, and with final goodbyes and thank-yous, were out the door.

Before it swung shut, Ms. Chua heard Lizzie tell Gregor, "I think what you did was good. She needed to hear that, no matter how hurtful it is."

The door swung shut, and Ms. Chua couldn't hear Gregor's response.


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